The
purpose behind the balancing out of relevatory
experiences into the dream of eachother
For
me, ..Ahem... Apparent delusional and illusional realisation
that is grasped because of excitable energising sensations of
mind and body, slowly fade as the sensations fade.
The fading of sensations post realisation happens when The dream
of eachother balances out this subjective perception of the
apparently objective realisation to make it integrate, with
purpose, into the dream of each other. This balancing out can
be felt directly through the body and mind as the fading of
sensations.
One
of the many ways purposeful integration occurs is through
communication between two communicating people through direct
and subtle cues within gestures, I feel sometimes more consciously
than is generally imagined.
Thus.... um, apparent delusional and illusional realisation
is but one seemingly necessary step to further the cosmic
earthly-worldly coolness for the apparent sake of increased
novel moments. I say increased because of assumable more frequent
apparent delusional and illusional realisations that are intrinsic
with the population growth. This is probably just for more
intricate and unique dances of energy on overlapping dimensions,
that could highly possibly be used as a unique type of energy
source that is essential for inorganic conscious energies..
*Shrug* :/
One of the functions of the integrated balanced out apparent
delusional and illusional realisation into the collective
unconsc...., I MEAN the dream of each other..... is the manifestation
of undeniable synchronistic events of inter-connectiveness.
-RogDog 2004 E.A. GOTO
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Real-Time
Sacred Geometry
my mind was wondering/wandering this morning
about opened eyed
visions of sacred geometry and its overlapping onto the surrounding
scenery, I was trying to imagine why we cannot see, or recognise
these types of visions while not in a meditative and/or psychedelic enhanced state.
I
tried several times to see symmetrical geometries overlapping
and
being superimposed through bushland scenery, and could not pick
up
any, all was chaos and mess. I recall when I had smoked a
low dose of DMT mixed with passionflower at the Viridian Trance
Event...
While under the pine trees looking up, I recalled how in an
amazing and seemingly automatic way, the trees shimmered and
distorted and shifted into the sacred geometry shapes, displaying
totally symmetric and an utterly beautiful visionary state of
geometry, everything had shifted and locked into place for a
short while.
this
makes me think of how to access these states and visions without
psychedelics, .. doing opened eyed meditation amongst foliage
and
getting into a vunerable enough state and deep stare mode
, without
focusing on any particular part of the surrounding bushland.
This
technique works for me, although I have not attempted it nearly
enough.
while
I was starting straight ahead, unfocused, I would concentrate
on the area furthest to the right with my right eye and likewise,
furthest to my left with my left eye, this made me take in
as much
visual data as possible, and subsequently, flood my internal
dialog
away with too much visual information. The surrounding foliage
starts
shimmering, and a slight distortion and 2 dimensioness starts
occuring, exactly the same as what happens on a low dose of
DMT,
except much more subtle and slower, damn astonishing :)
RogDog
Feb 11, 2003 E.A. GOTO
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The
End and/or Beginning of the Present Moment
All I can do is add ponderings of how
on either side of this direct
moment is pure creation and complete annihilation, we are in
a
pocket of constant nowness, and on either side of it, with slight
variance of fuzziness or degrees, nothing ever existed. We were
always the briefest moments away from the absolute, whatever
that may
be, one glance away from realisation, Parinirvana perhaps.
Enlightenment is being the absolute present?
Realising
the present moment in dream states make lucid dreams come
into being, it's a higher clarity of awareness. It would stand
to
reason and logic, that a closer and higher realisation of
the
present, the greater the clarity of awareness. Enlightenment
is the
zenith of clarity of awareness?
Exploring
the synchronicities of the present can lead you to a path
of somewhat terrifying annihilation, I'm still bewildered
on what
the process is dependant on.
Maybe exploring in particular ways induces a wrathful destruction
of
the maya/samsara that surrounds the subjective viewpoint of
the
person going through such an experience. Maybe reacting with
fear to
such a realisation reveals the surrounding wrathful forms
and
energies of the so called great dance of Shiva.
When
you witness firsthand the interconnectiveness of the present
moment, enhanced clarity of awareness occurs also, although
maybe
it's a false clarity, Samsara in action. I specifically refer
to
the Nitrous Oxide plus LSD experience. The one where you notice
your
internal dialog and physical actions are intrinsically apart
of your
surrounding environment. The synchronicities while having
this
experience amongst a group of people is undeniable subjective
proof
of group soul in action. The speed of approaching all oneness
is so
damn … hmm astonishingly interesting and beautiful.
But beauty,
along with memory… fades.
It
can go either way, producing astonishing union or ultimate
alienation. Memory seems to be paramount in such experiences.
What
is happening is that you are witness the totality of the present
eternal moment either coming into being, or being annihilated
from
the great Maya.
I
have never been certain which way it goes, the higher the
realisation of the present is the closer to the end of the
surrounding Maya? ... Or is it getting closer to witnessing
the
creation of Maya; maybe it's the same either way. The true
Oroborus.
Ok
I spent way to long on this,trying to make it sound hella-trippy,
I shall stop now. Go hug a squirrel.
RogDog Feb 11, 2003 E.A. GOTO
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